Sorry, will update after exams.

Hang in there, people (:

No internet 'til exams are over

Oh great, how perfect, eh? Damn, three more weeks. Thank goodness for the computers at school. Haha.

Alright. I am damn pissed off at SOMEONE. Ugh, I hate people butting into my life. It's like, hello? LISA's life... NOT, say... MARY's life. Or BENJAMIN's life. HELLO!!!!! Gits. All my progress has gone down the drain. Thanks, yo. 'Preciate it. Lalala, I am an angsty teenager and it's too early in the morning for school. *yawn*

Just remembered my "vow". Hmmm, I haven't posted it here yet, right? Haha, another time, I will. Basically, no being angsty. Haha, whatever. Eh, just thought of something. What if.. I am an angsty teenager?! If my posts can't be angsty... what can I blog about???? Grrr.

Oh dear, then the whole world will see how boring and unfilled with happiness my life is! Horror! D:  &&& MCR is so not my cup of tea, dear boyfriend, I know you like them. They're too angsty and screamo >.< YUCKS! Okay, fine, I'm angsty too.. But.. Haha, whatever.

Stupid exams. *curses*

Haha, back to flaunting my boyfriend :D No lah (:  I'm spouting nonsense in an attempt to sound funny/cute. *remembers vow* I feel rather silly :/ AHEM, angsty teenager (:

Just now, in Geog, Mrs Koh was teaching us about childbirth :/ I TELL YOU, THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR. UNFAIR!!! The men are the ones who wants kids (AHEM, soccer fanatics who want 11!!!! D: ) & the women have the be in labour for like, 11 hours +?? WHERE'S THE JUSTICE?! Haha, I just realized that I used 11 for both examples :/ CO-INCIDENCE! OH, CHICKEN NUGGET (better than Jen's chicken neh neh, okay!)!!!!!!!!!  I JUST REALIZED WHAT 11 IS!!!!!! :/ I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING BY IT!!!!! -.-''' :O D:

Hmm, almost time for reading. OH AND I BOUGHT GREED. ROCKS. YAY FOR ADAM AND HARPER. YESSSSSS :D

I told myself I won't miss you...
But I remember what it feels like beside you.

o3o8o7

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.
(just to hear your voice)

Don't know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you,
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you,
But there's something, baby you need to know.

That deep inside me,
I feel like I'm dying.
I have to see you,
It's all that I'm asking.

[CHORUS]
Vida
Give me back my fantasy.
The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Cariño mio
My world's become so empty.
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the
Purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better everyday
That I didn't hurt when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way.

That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.
I have to see you,It's all that I'm asking.                                                                                                                                                                                                                   

[CHORUS]
Vida
Give me back my fantasy.
The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Cariño mio
My world's become so empty.
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the
Purest of pain.

[Instrumental]

[CHORUS]
Vida
Give me back my fantasy. (my fantasy)
The courage that I need to live, (to live)
The air that I breathe.
Cariño mio
My world's become so empty.
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the
Purest of pain.
(Vida
Give me back my fantasy.
The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.)

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.

Purest of Pain - Son by Four (the "Spanglish" version.)

This song totally rocks lahh, haha, even mom says so. Speaking of which, I think she's kinda pissed at me, but I'm not sure :/ Anyhoo, the song. It rocks 'cause it's got a really great melody and really meaningful lyrics... Even if it is a bit sad o_O  haha, and you get to say SPANISH WORDS while still understanding the song (: Like, whoaaa, right? HAHAHAHA.

Don't mind me. I need a pick-up. Last night was total rubbish. The first time I tried keeping my phone, I GOT CAUGHT. Sheesh lah. & also, I vomitted last night. I don't know. Recently, I've been feeling kind of sick. Haha, maybe I miss school too much :D But I can't sleep, I can't eat. I ... keep crying. It's totally taking over my life. I mean, when we watched 881, my brother was practically STONING and I was crying until... o.O

Hahahahaha. Hmmmm.

& whoa, it's been about a month. MORE than a month. We missed out 1 month anniversary. Haha, oh well. Nevermind. We are more than just an anniversary <3  o3o8o7 (:

4 more weeks to go. I'm currently wondering if I'll make it through. Hmmm, I have this feeling. Like, I'm dying or something. I can't walk properly anymore :/ Feel really sick all the time. & like, thinking, "I'm dying." I don't know. Jeez. I need to keep busy, maybe.

NO MORE TALKING ON THE PHONE. I shall just give mom my phone at 1030 after news. 'Cause I'm gonna COUNT SHEEP. HAH! Cuuuute fuzzy wuzzy lil' things (:

& study, Lisa darling. You have to do this for yourself. Go, love!  <3

Thanks, Mi Li, Prabhmeet, Genevieve, Amanda E, Jennifer, Amanda C, Diondra. <3

When there's nothing left to lose...

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